To Go or to Stay?

Finally, I got the results from UP Diliman’s CMC. It said I haven’t qualified for the application for transfer. I applied for BA Film and Audiovisual Communication. Maybe it was not for me. I really felt sad about it. I got my visions of being a filmmaker or maybe anybody in the field. I felt sad really sad. I was just qualified for BA Sociology because of my grades. My GPA was 1.72 that maybe helped me qualify. I had the predicament of taking it up and finally transferring to Diliman; or going back to UP Baguio. It was hard to decide. If I go back I’d be back to my course which I like (BA Communication Arts [Maj. in Journ/Min in BroadComm]) but I’d be wasting all my efforts I made for transferring and might regret the decision one day. Well, goodbye Film. I don’t know if will be getting a good career out of BA Sociology – mean a very financially rewarding career but I could make things work out. I believe I can be put on any situation. ‘Malay mo’ I will be thanking that all of these had happened – that I came to BA Sociology. It's complicated.